bad days

we've all had them, lord know there hard to avoid, and even harder to turn around.  and today was one of those days for me.  I'm sorry for dragging you into it.  I'm sorry that you had to see me like this.  i used to be strong in your eyes.  i used to be the rock upon which all waves broke and I've never wavered.  I've always been the one to bring you up.  but dammit you're so fucking amazing.  you took time, out of your busy day to purposefully attempt to bring me up, as i have done for you so many times.  you genuinely cared about me, and tried everything to get me to a better place.  and i left happier than when i cam in, and that was all you.  you didn't have to care but you do.  you don't have to worry about me but you do.  you know what it is that I'm thinking before i even say a word.  you know me better that anyone ever has and i don't understand sometimes how that is or how you have the capacity to care and love that much.  your care for my mindset and your selflessness just proves that my love for you will never be misplaced.  it is spot on, because you have the same level of love of me that i have for you.  god i love you, i love everything about you and as time goes on you give me even more reasons to absolutely love you, without regard for anything but you.  you are my princess, my love, my best friend, my closet confidant, and frankly the very best person I've ever known.  i know that you feel the same way and for that i say thank you!!