the truth

the truth is that you're amazing.  the truth is that you have had a rough go of it.  the truth is that you deserve more.  there are many truths in life that we all hold dear and we all live by, and when it comes to you those are just a couple of mine.  your strength continues to blow me away.  your ability to continue to move forward against impossible odds is a source of extreme inspiration for me, and it should be for everyone.  if they all only knew what i know, see what i see, they would understand the awe that i experience every day.  we talk, we joke, we laugh, we cry, we swap secret looks that only we could understand, we don't say what we mean but we understand the unspoken.  you're so special and unique and inspiring and you don't even know it.  please know this, understand what it is that your true friends really see.  these others that use you, they see a little, and understand only that you're giving, and they line up to take.  this is a part of you that is unfortunate bc you will never stop even if it kills you.  the truth, my love, is that your ultimate strength and your ultimate weakness is one and the same.  but its part of what i love about you.  and its also part of what has brought us together and what ultimately will keep our friendship forever.  bc you will always need that outside perspective and i will always be there to give it, always.  in whatever form we chose to remain close, you can always count on me for that, for my strength, my integrity, my honesty, my love, support, friendship, loyalty, and steadfastness to you, my best friend, my love, my princess.