inspiration

I would like to think that i am in maybe just a small part, a source of inspiration for you.  i know that you are without a doubt, a massive source of inspiration for me.  as friends, we lift each other up in so many ways.  i hope that I've had that effect on you.  to pull you out of a dark place and help you see the light.  you do that for me.  you make me see the good in people and you make it very obvious to see the bad, because of the example you set and the way you have about you.  i saw inspiration in your eyes today.  god i love that.  i love seeing that life, that spark that makes you so fucking amazing. its been absent recently bc life has been letting you down, people have been letting you down, i have been letting you down.  but god, when i saw your eyes today, your face, your light, you filled my heart with so much happiness, joy, and inspiration.  regardless of the future, or any type of current wants or needs, or even the imposed distance that we are placing between ourselves, i never want to lose that.  i never want to be unable to have a positive effect on you and i never want to lose the effect that you have on me.  its a loving inspiration that only you can give.  i love you my princess, my best friend, thank you for all that you are and all that you do.