Who you really are

you get so down on yourself sometimes and you need to know something: that you allow others to get to you in ways that you shouldn't.  you are perfect.  you are loyal.  you are you are courageous.  you are strong, loving, kind, thoughtful, selfless, and again perfect.  you have to let those that are in your life that are positive win over the ones thats aren't. you do not deserve to have others treating you as they do, you know what I'm talking about, they don't deserve a place in your life.  you have paid the price to life and should be collecting right now, not continuing to pay.  especially considering how much of yourself you give without care for what you get in return.  i love you sooooo much my princess. I'm worried about you and you know why.  you are again paying the price literally as i type this.  and whilst i feel sooooo helpless, and worried for you, i can only think of how amazing you are.  i love you.  i really fucking love you my baby.