Consequences

Ive always known the consequences of my general relationship with you. I went into this fully knowing most of the possible outcomes. The one I prepared myself for was not what eventually happened. I fell in love with you. And whilst this love and passion that I have for you cannot be acted on right now that doesn't mean that I don't care. It also doesn't mean that I can easily change directions with the way that I think. Sometimes I say or do things that are not right. That seem as though I don't trust you. This is not the case. Im just an idiot sometimes. Please take these things at that and that alone. I never want to feel as though there is a rift between us. I want the feelings that I know that we share to eventually lead to something epic. Be that a friendship that is unmatched and unrivaled, or something else entirely. Something that is written about long after we are gone. You are my greatest friend. You inspire me in soooo many ways. Your spirit and character are things that I aspire to have and reach. The consequences that I long for are the good ones. The positive consequences of knowing and finding your emotional and spiritual equal in life. Finding the person that completes the half of us that we are all missing. I've said it before and I still maintain that you are that for me. Now like most people that have something special with a friend or someone who is more, I don't always know how to react to every situation so I ask for forgiveness and understanding in that sometimes I let my mind get the best of me. Please know that my heart is always yours. As is my eternal support and friendship. Don't ever be afraid to speak your mind with me for fear of what I might say or do or think. Deep down I love you. As a friend, a soulmate and as the person that completes everything about me. My princess.